I love fall. I love the crisp weather, and all the pumpkin-ness. I’m inspired.
I haven’t painted in a long time. I’ve come to terms with that. For the last several months, I was caught up in a whirlwind of “the ideal.” I wanted a perfect house, a perfect stockpile, the perfect relationship, the perfect conditions for painting. And all this want for perfection drove me into a stagnant state. My mind was spinning wheels on how to create this perfect beautiful lifestyle, and I wasn’t acting.
Instead of setting unrealistic goals for myself, I’m keeping it simple. I’m focusing on the things that matter. All of this new-found clarity came from getting cut back hours at my day job… I now work 3 days a week (which is scary!) The scarcity is inspiring. I now have 4 days a week to fill with things I love and tackle my biggest, fattest juiciest goals along with the trivial activities on my to-do list. I wrote down goals for the week, so I wouldn’t drift into the fog of “should-do-but-I’d-rather.” And one of my goals for the week was to paint for five one-hour sessions. Today, I tackled one session and it felt amazing. (There are also more mundane goals like “clean downstairs bathroom”-which I hadn’t cleaned in months, and it’s now checked off .YAY!) Bottom line: I have more time to grow as an artist and I am fortunate.
And as for the title of the post… since I turned 24, I finally got my horizontal license. I’m in the big boys and girls club now.
jamie boyer
alice
2010
acrylic on canvas
12 x 12 inches
$175






